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| ..i think i get myself in way over my head .
then bam. a dose of reality.
resulting in me being thinking.. it just doesn't make sense.
then it hits me, once again a few too many mistakes.
lead to this sense of failure.
or is it just my imagination.
do i keep trying, or just cut my losses and call it a day..?
it just doesn't make sense.
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| so orientation for jamba was today.
it was pretty fun for the most part, the bosses are hella chill.
it's pretty crazy how two group interviews and only two people got in.
me and this other girl named Yen, we were both in the same group too. haha.
lotta paperwork, i swear i signed me signature like a million times. print here, signature here, date here.
first training day is next wednesday! pretty excited about that. and man, gotta do so memorizing for this job ! mannn.. already have tests and speeches to prepare for. jeez . now i gotta memorize some things for jamba!? ehh.. oh wells.
night riding was crazy tonight too. i swear at one point of the night i thought my legs were gonna fall off. -___-;;
now im just tired at home, test tommorow for history . shiznit. got most of the studying done, but i still don't feel 100% comfortable. oh well. cram so more tommorow morning before that test. then hope for the best.
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| Oh shit, i think a new obsession and another reason to procrastinate is surfacing. it is called .Street Fighter 4.
Spent quite alot of hours at Mike's just playing it. and once my bro picks it up, i might not want to leave the house for my social life.. hahaha ok well maybe not that bad, but it might be an incentive to not go out as much.
let's hope not. i still needa focus on school too. ughh sucks being me haha.
E.t.d Pop. May.. 23rd.. marks a year of that.
enough said.
and Jamba.. jeez what's taking them so long to finalize me? jeez, i already said i was gonna quit my other job to open my availibility which means, yes all those days i didnt have marked down on the app will be open. sheesh, im growing impatient. hit me up alreadyyy ! tired of rolling sushi and being underpaid with 40dollars tip, AMONTH. udderly riculous if you ask me. i dont know why i put up with it for so long, sometimes i think im too nice for my own good.
and what do you know... it's almost time to go to my underpaying job, just to roll sushi all night. and to be tired as hell because friday is the absolute worst day to work at my job. ughhh. shoot me.
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| is back already.. whatta bummer.
but its okay, my weekend was way too action packed. so i guess school sounds chill right now.. SIKE.
i wish i could still sleep in. plus this rainy weather is sucha downer. mixed in with school is a no no. but oh well...
so jamba called me back! yee. not finalized yet, but hopefully by wednesday or thursday i'll know ! yeyahh. then peace out to the restaurant that under pays me. one thing for them <^> suckaaas hope you guys can find someone to replace me! Ha!
anyways.
it's mighty late. so i must go and catch them zzz's g'night world.
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| Gotta love Fridays. No school, which means sleeep for meee yeee !
but the bad part is werk, whatta drag riiight.. but oh welll.. grin and bare it.
BUT ! after work is PARTY TIME. yeah thats riiiight !
Daly City, but i'm not driving so woo i get to enjoy the ride, and this time it won't be to a bowling tournament haha. So yeahhh HappyBirthday Henry you S12 muthasucka.
Let's seee, how was last night you might be wondering...
well it was pretty fun ! not counting work. after got to catch up with some old friends, and we went bowling. at first it was kinda not worth it, since Mission lanes is always packed and we never really plan ahead.. -___-; so we ended up driving to Fremont. which was worse gas wise. but better time wise. we got lanes right away. our team won 3-0 baby ! haha. so next time we all kick it. it's 5 dolla meals! holllerrr! lol
ended up going home around 230ish. then i was POOOPED.. so it was straight to bed, well not really.. had to do some FBing/MSing. lol then it was sleep. boy it was good sleep too.
and SO GOODNESS. ABDC was effin dope yesterday. jeez, Quest and Beatfreaks all the way. West Coast reps haaaard.
EDIT; so here's the news from that night. work sucked ass. i swear i wanted to punch someone in the face. >=[
buttttt...
the party after. was DOPEEE. except, Gabe literally made me drink til i was drunk in 20mins. i think.. -___-;; after it was drunkenness and fun, and they had some good ass chips and salsa LOL.
Daly City had some pretty bad weather, raining herra crazily. but kinda lazy to bog about it, lets just say it was good clean drunk fun. haha later.
and happy vday yo
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